2. I hate being sick, I just feel like off'ing myself every time I get really bad sinuses because I can't sleep at night (as if I didn't have enough trouble sleeping at night).
3. Basically an addition to #1, I wish people wouldn't beat around the bush when it comes to certain things. If you feel a certain way, then you should be able to tell someone. If you hate someone, then you shouldn't act like you like them and vice versa.
I saw someone today that I hoped I would never have to see again. It's just hard, and I always think about it. I don't think anyone really grasps the significance of it, because everyone just kind of brushes it off when I tell them about it. Which is why I never talk about it anymore, but it still bothers me deep down inside. Not just from her end, but from my best friend's side of it. I can't believe he would do that.
Also Pt. 2:
Thinking about what my best friend did to me, reminds me of what he did to another really good friend of mine. What he did to me doesn't even compare to what he did to him. I don't know if I'm ever going to forget about that, it's always going to be in the back of my head and I'm always going to think about it from time to time.
Note to everyone:
If you see me looking down, or sad, don't think that's it's because of some recent event. I usually always dwell about the past and sometimes things just bring me down and if I don't want to talk about it, then just drop it.