July 5th, 2006


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Happy Independence Day to everyone.
I hope that everyone that's still alive is happy with their life right now. I feel like shit and I don't know why. This is what a toy feels like when its batteries run dry. I just feel like giving up sometimes. I don't even know where I'm going with this. Sorry for wasting your time.
You probably thought I had an interesting update or something really awesome and worth reading, but this is line upon line of the garbage that seems to be filling my head as of late. These run-on sentences don't seem to formulate anything but a glimpse of what might be going on in my head. Music calms me down sometimes. I feel if maybe I can sing at the top of my lungs until my chest caves in, then everything will be alright. Sometimes I think "you are not alone." Sometimes I think I'm right. Sometimes I'm wrong, oh-so-very wrong. And I am sorry.